Current mood:

depressed

Well, that ends that.
Had a nice time at the post rehearsal party on Friday.
I was one of the Groomsman in a friend's wedding on Saturday, then had fun talking to a girl at the reception.
Went to another friend's graduation party on Sunday.
I got the appraisal on my house back on Monday.

Failure. I can't keep my house. The end.
I'm sorry to everybody whom I bothered about renting from me.

I'm going to play the demo of Dynasty Warriors Gundam until I fall asleep now.


***Edit*****

My father is still trying to convince me that I should go ahead with it. He thinks we can make it work with the loan, but I would just owe my sister the remainder to be paid when I eventually sell this house. I would basically owe her a percentage of the house on it's sale.

I refused.

I've had issues with my sister for years. She's a college dropout, who managed to find a job 100 times better than mine, but managed to fuck it up, and now she's off to live with my aunt FOR FREE and taking this pharmacy teck course that my parents are paying for and may well end up getting her a job that would still pay more than mine IF she doesn't screw it up.

And I'm supposed to be indebted to her? No. My tattered pride and what's left of my dignity will not allow it. I know I sound bitter, and I admit that I am. I just can't stand it any more. She puts almost no effort into life and it just seems to come out roses for her.